Well, baseball has now officially been underway for a week now. This is a perfect was to ring in spring and summer after the excessively long winter we experienced here in Wisconsin and Minnesota. I, as usual, will be closely following and rooting for both the Twins and Brewers. I have been a Brewer fan as long as I can remember and have begun to follow the Twins very closely the last 5-7 years. With the Twins, I am continually impressed with the product they can put on the field, especially in such a small market. Skipper Gardenhire, I believe is one of the top managers in MLB with the ability he has to coach any player he is given, into a winner.
Although the season is very long, baseball is a sport that I can continually turn on on TV and enjoy what I am watching. I look forward to what the season has to offer and fully believe both my teams have a shot to make a good run, as long as pitching, particularly middle relief, stays strong.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Roadtrip
With my recent roadtrip for spring break with a couple buddies, it got me thinking. I think it would be pretty neat to hit up all 50 states. I went onto Facebook I remember a long time back to an application called, Where I've Been. I dug that up today and I sure am starting to think it would be fun to check off all the states.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Bi-Losing!
For those of you that are following Charlie Sheen on Twitter (@charliesheen) will understand what the title of my post means. I failed to keep the blog updated like I promised numerous times I would. However, I have a good reasoning behind this. Today was the first time since the beginning of January that I had 1 day, yes 1!!! day, without commitment. I have been so busy with school 5 days a week and work another 4-5 days a week that I haven't found time to myself. I was able to manage a day off today however so I thought I would update the situation.
I am going on two months now of being single. My relationship with Jessica started to fall apart and, to protect the best interests of both of us, I decided that it was best if we went our own ways. It's been a lot harder then I expected, but I believe that it is the right thing for both of us. We had a lot of happy times but it came to a point where the fighting was just too overwhelming. I know this isn't what you wanted to hear, but I figure I would be asked "WHAT HAPPENED" if I didn't say something.
In the mean time, I have been really busy with school and work. I am in my 2nd of 3 semesters of my senior year at the University. I still do not have a clue what I want to do with my degree. My parents are moving coming up when my dad finally finds a new job. It seems right now that the front runners are VA and MI. We have connections in both of those states so it could go either way. I think that I am going to go with them wherever they move. I don't have a lot tying me down here and so I think that looking for a job in another part of the country will be really good for me. The hard part is when? If my parents move before I graduate from the University, I think I will stay here and finish it out and meet them out there. As a 21 year old, I in no means want to hold my parents back. I have told them to find what you can now, I know you want to move, and I will meet you there. As an only child, they take so much strong consideration into everything in my life.
I apologize for the ranting about meaningless stuff on here. The only child thing kind of hurts me in a way too. I have friends but nobody that is willing to in-depth talk about my feelings. They are all about the girl and the "easy-lay" but nothing when it comes to family related things. I feel bad leaving them here. I really do, I have never been good at meeting new people. For instance both of the serious relationships I have been in, have been created through close personal connections. I am scared in a way. I don't have a ton of friends, how am I going to change that in a new part of the country? It is a question that has really bothered me the last few days. I won't have school, so that rules out THOUSANDS of people. If I am unable to find a career, I am going to be stuck with a part/full time job. There are only a handful of people that you meet in a non-permanent job. Will that suffice? Will I be stuck with being friends with whoever my parents encounter?
I am at a point in my life that I am really stuck. I don't want to stay here, especially if my parents leave. I will have nothing. I have a few failed relationships but thats it...no family, a few true friends, and no goals. I really look forward to see what the future has to offer. A part of me wants my parents to leave without me to see what I can come up with. I want to see what's out there for me. If I can't find anything I know it will be right to move.
Recently I have found myself thinking about my past two serious relationships. I truly want to be friends with both. This can obviously include texting over long distances, which it more than likely will be. I just don't want it at a point where it is awkward. I have only had two serious girlfriends so they both mean a lot to me. They both have been a huge part of my life.
I really don't know. I am really stuck. I feel bad for getting this out in a blog post. Not one person that reads this will ever care but it feels a lot better for me to get it off my chest. I am thankful for every person that has touched my heart in this life!
I am going on two months now of being single. My relationship with Jessica started to fall apart and, to protect the best interests of both of us, I decided that it was best if we went our own ways. It's been a lot harder then I expected, but I believe that it is the right thing for both of us. We had a lot of happy times but it came to a point where the fighting was just too overwhelming. I know this isn't what you wanted to hear, but I figure I would be asked "WHAT HAPPENED" if I didn't say something.
In the mean time, I have been really busy with school and work. I am in my 2nd of 3 semesters of my senior year at the University. I still do not have a clue what I want to do with my degree. My parents are moving coming up when my dad finally finds a new job. It seems right now that the front runners are VA and MI. We have connections in both of those states so it could go either way. I think that I am going to go with them wherever they move. I don't have a lot tying me down here and so I think that looking for a job in another part of the country will be really good for me. The hard part is when? If my parents move before I graduate from the University, I think I will stay here and finish it out and meet them out there. As a 21 year old, I in no means want to hold my parents back. I have told them to find what you can now, I know you want to move, and I will meet you there. As an only child, they take so much strong consideration into everything in my life.
I apologize for the ranting about meaningless stuff on here. The only child thing kind of hurts me in a way too. I have friends but nobody that is willing to in-depth talk about my feelings. They are all about the girl and the "easy-lay" but nothing when it comes to family related things. I feel bad leaving them here. I really do, I have never been good at meeting new people. For instance both of the serious relationships I have been in, have been created through close personal connections. I am scared in a way. I don't have a ton of friends, how am I going to change that in a new part of the country? It is a question that has really bothered me the last few days. I won't have school, so that rules out THOUSANDS of people. If I am unable to find a career, I am going to be stuck with a part/full time job. There are only a handful of people that you meet in a non-permanent job. Will that suffice? Will I be stuck with being friends with whoever my parents encounter?
I am at a point in my life that I am really stuck. I don't want to stay here, especially if my parents leave. I will have nothing. I have a few failed relationships but thats it...no family, a few true friends, and no goals. I really look forward to see what the future has to offer. A part of me wants my parents to leave without me to see what I can come up with. I want to see what's out there for me. If I can't find anything I know it will be right to move.
Recently I have found myself thinking about my past two serious relationships. I truly want to be friends with both. This can obviously include texting over long distances, which it more than likely will be. I just don't want it at a point where it is awkward. I have only had two serious girlfriends so they both mean a lot to me. They both have been a huge part of my life.
I really don't know. I am really stuck. I feel bad for getting this out in a blog post. Not one person that reads this will ever care but it feels a lot better for me to get it off my chest. I am thankful for every person that has touched my heart in this life!
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